You were meant to burn down the earth and graffiti the sky

Dear blog,


It’s been awhile since my last entry, but I’ve been pretty much busy with work.

And oh yeah, I met a boy.

We started off as friends, but then he baked me that cake… and after that, every time I saw him, my heart fReAkin skipped a beat. Like literally.

Not the, “Okay awkward” or nervous feeling you get when you start hanging out with someone new, but the kind that’s like, “OKAY WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING TO ME WHAT IS GOING ON WITH MY HEART OH BLOODY HELL I THINK I LOVE HIM” kind of way.

Who knew, he felt the same way too.

One fine day while we were sitting in his car listening to some music, he blurted:

“So… do you wanna be with me, like forever or…”

*Starts staring out the window towards the dark sky and shifted his eyes back to me*

“Or like… whatever”

I couldn’t help it. I started laughing.

He’s got to be the dorkiest guy I’ve ever met and I’m in love with him.

Even though I PROMISED myself I wouldn’t risk the chance of getting hurt again, for some reason when I’m with him, it all seems worth it.

He’s managed to pick up every piece of my broken, shattered heart and put it back together again; keeping one piece for himself and replacing it with a piece of his.


I love you Abdul Nazef Bin Abdul Arif, infinity times infinity <3

TBH
i. I may not know everything about you but I love everything I know
ii. You are funnier than my fav actor & you make me laugh until my sides hurt
iii. I'm too scared to get close to you in case I forget how to be alone
iv. I can love so hard that it hurts because hurt is all I've ever known